03/24/26

my first blog post! i haven't written one of these in over two years, but that changes right freaking now. quick life updates: living at my parents house again (bad), going to go visit my partner in romania in like 3 weeks (good), and i have a job(also good)! exapnding on the first bit: i had to move back in with my parents after graduating university as i couldn't find a job. i live in the middle of nowhere, so moving back there after being used to city life for about two years really sucked. i dont have a driver's license(or a car) at the moment, so transiting up to visit friends or go out takes over an hour!!! i may be saving a lot of money, but inconvenience seems like a 20-foot wall to climb over to do anything when you're unmedicated. i miss going out to the gay club and getting their shitty cheap from-the-tap margaritas... i miss going to the straight club with good djs where i can watch frat guys play pool!! i have always been a party girl, but recently its been hard.
on a brighter note, i am going to visit my partner and see them irl for the first time in april!! we are long distance (canada and romania... yikes) and have been dating for over a year now, which is still so crazy to me. it's my longest relationship ever! ill be there for a full two weeks, so i hope that's plenty of time... but either way, im really excited for it. my job at a local grocery store is funding this trip, and for once in my life i don't actually hate my job at all! so that really helps. i guess the next time i update this blog will be once i come back... which hopefully wont be too sad of an entry LOL.